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Xpass agi cibai

Wondering

i wonder if things are getting better or not...

living life today is very difficult...

rejections came almost every week...

i'm not prepared for life

i wish there is a way to be that somebody...

who owns the house, the car, the girls....

no harm in dreaming right??

somehow this is me today

dissatisfied with life...

Imagine

its been a long time since i wrote something... it is unexpected how i think back the days when true pureness of living really is.. in fact thats the most rarest things i thought about...

well unrelated things... (i think i'll be a dork after writing this)

someday i shall see the lady in my life would be someone who...

1. looks amazingly beautiful
2. prepare me a hot meal each time i'm back from work or something
3. knows how to do the laundry perfectly and definitely separating the whites and colors
4. always have time to sit in front of the TV with me (i'd imagine i'll be sitting on the floor and she will be on the chair massaging my shoulders or her head is on my lap or something)]
5. we shall engage in conversation and sounded like some intellectual even though i'm not but i wanted to be
6. knows how to manage her time for everything

and many more!!!

hey hey i might be asking for a superwomen here but i guess even superwomen would run away from someone like me

i wonder how its going to be....

i wonder what will happen tomorrow

well in the end for todays happening

Good Things Grow

Clarity in Syawal

it seems time going so fast like the speed of sound

wondering this eid make any difference in life...

people come and go as we move along in this world

you meet, you love and you leave

pain is always there

sarcasm is around...

being happy is important

lets us be happy today

its Eid...

Happy Eid Mubarak to all

Life As Is

Where do i begin?

i'm 24...

still pursuing my first degree...

looks messy...

unorganized...

and still wondering....

i wonder how is it going to be in the next coming years

are things going any better or worst??

people said i need to change but honestly i don't want to...

as fucked up as it may seems i am me...

sometimes i wish things are better in life but i know its written...

you can change your destiny but when failure is not an option in society what can i do...

the way i am i feel happy...

i'm 24... and i'm happy i guess

Here In My Home

padahal setahun 10 bulan bukanlah waktu yang lama aku rasa but things back here at home are different... the views are different even its the same place i see now before...

hey hey lots have change since i left home arriving in KL makes me wonder about lots of things...

how can i fix things to make it better? i want to do something to change life around my family...

God help me....

going Back

its been too long... i miss home and i'll be back next week

mom, dad i miss all of you...

i'll see you ok? wait for me

thoughts...

hmmm blogging... never really a hobby for me just when i'm feel writing something i would be sitting here for a while...

i'm not a good writer hahaha but what the heck everybody is blogging these days....

thoughts....

my thoughts at this moment of that someone

ever felt you really being taken for granted??

these days when i receive emails

its always about the women feeling and how to handle women

hardly i receive anything about men

what about us men

we do have feelings too kan??

we are human too

you might say i'm upset now

well i am

damm upset

i wanted someone to talk too

missing...

Summer's Over!! Dammnnn!!

hmmm hello everyone who is bother reading this blog hahaha

well the summer is over now and things are back to weird coldness

no more shorts and t-shirts just to go out for a while...

latest updates hmmm i feel sad reading or watching news on the net lately about my beloved country everything is a mess

just to think when i was a kid i'd remember that political stuff only happen only during election year (maybe i was a kid so i didn't aware of these things)

but now it is like almost everyday hmmm makes me wonder...

for a start why must we fight?? for me what we should all live in harmony.. i'm damm glad of what Malaysia have achieve since i grew up.

We have our pretigous KLCC, KL Tower, Sepang F1 Track, and many more

All of these things makes us noticeable to the eyes of the world...

I am the generation grew up with Tun Mahathir as our prime minister (get it??)

anyway i hope everyone enjoy their summer

by the way i'm not a political people just someone expressing thier feelings with writing

i cant write properly heck i dont even know a proper grammar for words

but i love malaysia!!

oh here is a song for all of you

hahaha!!!

Summer...

hmm it is a boring summer.. it feels like i'm demotivated by everything... everybody is going back to malaysia and i'm here stuck in wales... luckily i will be doing my license retake this 24th july so i got something to do hehehe... orait enough about me...

I'm sorry this is going to be bad if you dont like it dont read it...

hmmm i have watched a malaysian movie "GADOH" well at certain views there is the reality of the student life in secondary school where the malays hate the chinese and stuff... i was schooling in these kind of times but there is also a message in the movie about there is something wrong with the system that the goverment made to our schools well... F*ck IT MAN!!! damm you movie makers who didnt know any better. why? well i was raised by these system and the system works well with me... oh you might say its not about you its about others too well DaMM YOU!!! again this is a simple message if you follow the system then these stupid things wont happen. i might be mumbling some stuff but why do you have to backstabbed the Goverment??? they did the system and i respect that!!! i love what the goverment have done... well i was also been 'rotan' in school... i live in a shitty asrama but the system works dammm it!!! stop it la indies who opposing the goverment... you are damm lucky that you can even be in school with such cheap fees!!! ungreatful bastards!!! The main thing i want to say is dont go opposing the system it. do you think you can even make it if your life isnt affected by the system?? this is so simple please stop with all these thoughts of hating the system...

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE SYSTEM BUT THE PROBLEM IS CAUSED BY YOU!!!

sorry for being quite angry....

people called me 'barua kerajaan' rednecks of the goverment well i'm not but i'm just expressing my opinion here thats whats a blog is about right?? to share??

as a human, people belive me dont say things without thinking it first rite?? i might be doing the same thing well some might want prove and sh*t but all i know is dont backstabbed people who help you achieve what you have in this life...

Sorry again for being rude....

well damm i'm hungry i sure miss lepaking at mamak now makan roti canai in the middle of the nite with my dad or mom...

my thoughts in Summer....

:P

Hmm Motivated??

I was always astonished by this person named Richard Branson whose somehow i can say an idol to me..

I wanted to be just like him.

I wish i am him...

now i can see whats ahead of me

God Help me to be like him

Rich, Smart and all

God Help Me your Faithfull Servant

Dare to Fail

Failures....
somehow that word always stick to me. Everything evolves around me label me as one. Being here today makes me thinking am i one of those failures??? I want to do the best in this life. I aim to be one but FAILURE is sticking to me

1. What is your name?
Wan
2. How old are you?
22 years old
3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
Mobile phone, PSP, IPOD
4. Are you amazing?
No way
5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Motorola V3
6. What color is your phone?
Black
7. Have you slept in school before?
Everyday,sorry to say
8. How long are you online in a day?
8 hours
9. How would you describe yourself?
Clueless
10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
Women and planes
11. Which teacher do you like?
Ustaz Helmi from primary school
12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
Me!!
13. Who are you currently aiming on?
Donita Rose ;)
14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
Nope and dont care
15. How do you rate your siblings?
5 star
16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
yup both of them
17. Do you judge people?
Sometimes
18. Do you run?
when i have headache
19. Are you lazy to tag people?
very
20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
Raihana, Roeshan
21. What is 2 + 2?
foursome!!!! hell yeah
22. Who is your idol?
Malaysian idol
23. Are you a monster?
yup when i get mad
24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
i destroyed my sis's varbie once so nope!!!
25. What was the last movie you watched?
Trainspotting
26. What do you think of your English?
Ok la kot
27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
Hampeh
28. Who do you hate?
Backstabbers
29. Do you love yourself?
Of course
30. Blurt out 5 random words
Put your arms around me!!!

Divinity and Pureness

Hello all once again i'm back but far away from home

i'm in UK now hahaha (to those suckers said i never going to make it well BITE ME!!)

so let start again...

Obama is the first black prez.
The world is at economic crisis
guys are screwing girls
I'm screwing you!!!!

Divine and Purity
Exists in small particle combined
to make you high
with speed...
why trip on acid
when you can get high
by looking at two dots between
the line that we look
deep when you close your eyes
imagine...

well as malaysian i have always proud of our country

Malaysia Boleh

Californication

Man!!! i just watch CALIFORNICATION last nite
starring DAVID DUCHOVNY (X-files) damm!!!!
it was off the hook!!! just what i really want in my life being a badass!!!
hahahaha well he have a life that somehow link to the way i want in life
a women who he never married and he loves her
a daughter who he loves so much
a job that give money
a crumpy piece of shit porsche
a sex life which i really want
a sex with the ladies with no attachments
a troublemaker
a kind person

if i want to list them all it will be alot
so i suggest all of you should watch it
here some part i like to share between Hank and his daughter

Becca: Father?
Hank: Daughter?
Becca: Can I ask you something?
Hank: Anything, my love.
Becca: Why is there a naked lady in your bedroom?H
ank: You stay right here.
Becca: There’s no hair on her vagina. Do you think she’s ok?
Hank: I’ll check.

so get the CALIFORNICATION

Peace Out!!!!

btw Mia you're too sexy to be 16!!!!!

GIG at MCAP Hall

Yo!!! This is the first time i try to create a real blog...

it seems my first blog will be about the gig i went to yesterday (5th Jan 2007)

the crowd was crazy i never tought malaysian gig will be like this....

i was there when hujan, Couple and other bands are playing

it seems most of the people there go to see hujan and couple playing...

but most mlaysian there are the stereotype who like to follow friends style it seems the true value of watching gig is gone

hahahahaha it reminds me back when i finish my SPM going to gig is like a wonderful thing i remember that time watching the muffins (now a mainstream artiste)

you dont have to worry about mosh pitting crowd or losing your wallet or being molested by others.....

hahahaha so it was the malaysian scene gigs hahahaha btw my honest opinion malaysian you should go to gig with a good attitude why?

lets see if you were hit accidently during the mosh is happening dont get mad or angry because they people are not inted to hurt others they enjoying it their own way

then for the men please dont harass the ladies respect them they wanted to enjoy it too

next i think the couples who went there gig is a place to enjoy music not a place to make out....

not to forget bring water cause you might get dehydrated

hahahaha the crowd is crazy!!!!!!!

this happens when a metal band is playing cool rite?

but keep it safe fella's

keep it safe

now the vid will show how malaysian people like hujan till their voice fades because of the crowd hahahahahaha

Hujan an indie band who i think very promising to move forward in the mainstreams and now their song keeps on playing in the radio hmmmmm

very surprising eh? but malaysian indie sceneit cool to have them around at least there's some of us who is very talented in creating art eh?

nevertheless we also have indie so called people who wanted to make huge amount of profit i mean way too much profits fella's

ok lets see what indie culture means

The most general definition of the word is to be independent from the mainstream. The word has become most often associated with a subculture defined by its associated music, fashion, behavior and beliefs. Indie culture is an avant-garde lifestyle which follows social trends that are considered to consciously deviate from the mainstream. One common belief within indie culture is anti-conformity, even though indie has become a well known and conformist subculture in itself. The major influence for the indie culture came out of the indie music scene, associated with the DIY culture to the arts. Many followers of the indie culture are associated with local independent art and music scenes

so in the end i think INDIE ROCKS!!!!! ok that about it now i'll write later

forgive me fella's if i said something wrong this is just first time i'm getting serious into blogs