Life As Is

Where do i begin?

i'm 24...

still pursuing my first degree...

looks messy...

unorganized...

and still wondering....

i wonder how is it going to be in the next coming years

are things going any better or worst??

people said i need to change but honestly i don't want to...

as fucked up as it may seems i am me...

sometimes i wish things are better in life but i know its written...

you can change your destiny but when failure is not an option in society what can i do...

the way i am i feel happy...

i'm 24... and i'm happy i guess

Here In My Home

padahal setahun 10 bulan bukanlah waktu yang lama aku rasa but things back here at home are different... the views are different even its the same place i see now before...

hey hey lots have change since i left home arriving in KL makes me wonder about lots of things...

how can i fix things to make it better? i want to do something to change life around my family...

God help me....

going Back

its been too long... i miss home and i'll be back next week

mom, dad i miss all of you...

i'll see you ok? wait for me

thoughts...

hmmm blogging... never really a hobby for me just when i'm feel writing something i would be sitting here for a while...

i'm not a good writer hahaha but what the heck everybody is blogging these days....

thoughts....

my thoughts at this moment of that someone

ever felt you really being taken for granted??

these days when i receive emails

its always about the women feeling and how to handle women

hardly i receive anything about men

what about us men

we do have feelings too kan??

we are human too

you might say i'm upset now

well i am

damm upset

i wanted someone to talk too

missing...

Summer's Over!! Dammnnn!!

hmmm hello everyone who is bother reading this blog hahaha

well the summer is over now and things are back to weird coldness

no more shorts and t-shirts just to go out for a while...

latest updates hmmm i feel sad reading or watching news on the net lately about my beloved country everything is a mess

just to think when i was a kid i'd remember that political stuff only happen only during election year (maybe i was a kid so i didn't aware of these things)

but now it is like almost everyday hmmm makes me wonder...

for a start why must we fight?? for me what we should all live in harmony.. i'm damm glad of what Malaysia have achieve since i grew up.

We have our pretigous KLCC, KL Tower, Sepang F1 Track, and many more

All of these things makes us noticeable to the eyes of the world...

I am the generation grew up with Tun Mahathir as our prime minister (get it??)

anyway i hope everyone enjoy their summer

by the way i'm not a political people just someone expressing thier feelings with writing

i cant write properly heck i dont even know a proper grammar for words

but i love malaysia!!

oh here is a song for all of you

hahaha!!!

Summer...

hmm it is a boring summer.. it feels like i'm demotivated by everything... everybody is going back to malaysia and i'm here stuck in wales... luckily i will be doing my license retake this 24th july so i got something to do hehehe... orait enough about me...

I'm sorry this is going to be bad if you dont like it dont read it...

hmmm i have watched a malaysian movie "GADOH" well at certain views there is the reality of the student life in secondary school where the malays hate the chinese and stuff... i was schooling in these kind of times but there is also a message in the movie about there is something wrong with the system that the goverment made to our schools well... F*ck IT MAN!!! damm you movie makers who didnt know any better. why? well i was raised by these system and the system works well with me... oh you might say its not about you its about others too well DaMM YOU!!! again this is a simple message if you follow the system then these stupid things wont happen. i might be mumbling some stuff but why do you have to backstabbed the Goverment??? they did the system and i respect that!!! i love what the goverment have done... well i was also been 'rotan' in school... i live in a shitty asrama but the system works dammm it!!! stop it la indies who opposing the goverment... you are damm lucky that you can even be in school with such cheap fees!!! ungreatful bastards!!! The main thing i want to say is dont go opposing the system it. do you think you can even make it if your life isnt affected by the system?? this is so simple please stop with all these thoughts of hating the system...

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE SYSTEM BUT THE PROBLEM IS CAUSED BY YOU!!!

sorry for being quite angry....

people called me 'barua kerajaan' rednecks of the goverment well i'm not but i'm just expressing my opinion here thats whats a blog is about right?? to share??

as a human, people belive me dont say things without thinking it first rite?? i might be doing the same thing well some might want prove and sh*t but all i know is dont backstabbed people who help you achieve what you have in this life...

Sorry again for being rude....

well damm i'm hungry i sure miss lepaking at mamak now makan roti canai in the middle of the nite with my dad or mom...

my thoughts in Summer....

:P

Hmm Motivated??

I was always astonished by this person named Richard Branson whose somehow i can say an idol to me..

I wanted to be just like him.

I wish i am him...

now i can see whats ahead of me

God Help me to be like him

Rich, Smart and all

God Help Me your Faithfull Servant