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Penat

Xpass agi cibai

Wondering

i wonder if things are getting better or not...

living life today is very difficult...

rejections came almost every week...

i'm not prepared for life

i wish there is a way to be that somebody...

who owns the house, the car, the girls....

no harm in dreaming right??

somehow this is me today

dissatisfied with life...

Imagine

its been a long time since i wrote something... it is unexpected how i think back the days when true pureness of living really is.. in fact thats the most rarest things i thought about...

well unrelated things... (i think i'll be a dork after writing this)

someday i shall see the lady in my life would be someone who...

1. looks amazingly beautiful
2. prepare me a hot meal each time i'm back from work or something
3. knows how to do the laundry perfectly and definitely separating the whites and colors
4. always have time to sit in front of the TV with me (i'd imagine i'll be sitting on the floor and she will be on the chair massaging my shoulders or her head is on my lap or something)]
5. we shall engage in conversation and sounded like some intellectual even though i'm not but i wanted to be
6. knows how to manage her time for everything

and many more!!!

hey hey i might be asking for a superwomen here but i guess even superwomen would run away from someone like me

i wonder how its going to be....

i wonder what will happen tomorrow

well in the end for todays happening

Good Things Grow

Clarity in Syawal

it seems time going so fast like the speed of sound

wondering this eid make any difference in life...

people come and go as we move along in this world

you meet, you love and you leave

pain is always there

sarcasm is around...

being happy is important

lets us be happy today

its Eid...

Happy Eid Mubarak to all

Life As Is

Where do i begin?

i'm 24...

still pursuing my first degree...

looks messy...

unorganized...

and still wondering....

i wonder how is it going to be in the next coming years

are things going any better or worst??

people said i need to change but honestly i don't want to...

as fucked up as it may seems i am me...

sometimes i wish things are better in life but i know its written...

you can change your destiny but when failure is not an option in society what can i do...

the way i am i feel happy...

i'm 24... and i'm happy i guess

Here In My Home

padahal setahun 10 bulan bukanlah waktu yang lama aku rasa but things back here at home are different... the views are different even its the same place i see now before...

hey hey lots have change since i left home arriving in KL makes me wonder about lots of things...

how can i fix things to make it better? i want to do something to change life around my family...

God help me....